Our death is not an end if we can live on in our children and the younger generation. For they are us, our bodies are only wilted leaves on the tree of life. ~Albert Einstein
A full stomach after a delicious BBQ and the happiest night while it lasted. As all of my family gathered to watch the many colors up in the sky , little did we know we would receive such a phone call. It was the 4th of July 2 000, my grandma(mothers mom) past away. My family and I paused as we heard her constantly say "WHAT? no, how? dont tell me?". My mom had tears in her eyes and looked very desperate. She did not let my aunt finish talking to her, she rudely said, I have to go. It took my mom a while to share what news she had received. My mom felt useless and helpless. My grandma lived in Puerto Rico and my mom felt lime if she could die. She said that it was just yesterday she spoke to her. My grandma died in sucha peaceful and happy moment. My grandma was hungry and asked for Puerto Rican Rice with an egg sunny side up. Her favorite meal of the morning. She was just about to leave from the hospital, right after she ate. After my grandma finished eating she said she wanted to rest for 5 minutes. My aunts said it was fine that they would wake up when it was time. When my grandma closed her eyes, my aunts were talking to her. They did not realize she had passed away until a while.
In my point of view, I believe that every one is destined to leave. Yes! it is very painful, I can only imagine. But, I think that because this loss did not effect me as much only my mom, I don't know how it really feels. I don't feel angry at God, I believe that God is good. If one day he takes away someone I love and care about, the only thing I can do is believe that eventually we will all meet again in a wonderful place called heaven. I do not think it ends here. I don't feel angry, God has something very special for each of us and one day we will see but for now, we must keep faith and belief.
I think that God allows us to suffer this loss because, just how our loved one was here on earth God was to. This is to make us closer to God and to know that our loved one is watching over us. To make us realize that there is a place awaiting for us and that is where they are.